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Tuesday, November 4, 2008

cluttered outbreak

What is happening to this country?
In the last six months, we have seen a collective violence surpassing the incidences in the past six years. Political instability without any reason, language related discontent without any reason, series of bomb blasts without any reason stated. Makes you wonder, what is happening.
And what are we doing against it? Marathis not protesting against the atrocious behaviour of some madman, who is not even clever enough to mask it's political nature behind a cause? being happy that finally Hindus stood up and were responsible for the blasts at Malegaon? Is this the answer or the solution to anything?
Have we become so tolerant, or rather indifferent, that we turn a blind eye to injustice? Why are we not protesting against such law breakers?
Seeing all this, i refuse to be PROUD of my countrymen. If a bunch of imbeciles can cause such turmoil, I don't see any point in PLEDGING my devotion for my countrymen. On one hand, we spend a substantial revenue on defence, and on other hand, we turn a blind eye towards the vandalism. Are we a country of impotents?
and we brought the biggest irony of the century. 
Language, instead of being the mode of communication, has become a ground for discrimination. It has stopped bringing people together, instead, Language, today, pushes people apart.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

short story-puppets.



1.

'Khel khatam bachha log.'

'Nahi chacha, aj kuch aur dikhao. ye kahani to hum sun chuke the. Aur dobaara isi kahini ko dekhne ke paise hum kyon de? chalo Babloo, hum kahi aur jate hai.'

Wrapping up the puppets, Abdul felt cheated. he always felt so, when viewers refused to pay money after the show. And the viewers were always children. "bachhonse kya wasooli karna?" he thought to himself, while pushing the cart away.

But this notion was going to cost him his lunch. Noor was going to be very mad at him for this. she always insisted that he should collect money beforehand. like some kind of a ticket. but Abdul was an artist. He had no heart for this coldhearted commerce.

 "hum kalakaar hai, koi dalaal nahi." he used to say. 

"to bech khaao mujhe bhi. is nautanki se taang aa gayi hoon" she would taunt back.

He hated to argue, and, the fact was, she was right. 
The puppet shows were not as popular as they were in his childhood.
Unlike other forms of earning a livelihood, this had no place in cities. He could go, as far as small towns. There too, the 'video game' bug had bitten the children. 
              Abdul would feel sad. not for himself, not for his wife. He would feel bad for the children. They had no innocence left. even the smallest of the kids used to be a shrewd customer. They were no longer happy with his stories. They all wanted to see wars, and guns and victories. They asked strange questions; ones he could not answer. No one wanted to see the 'Raja Rani Ki Kahini'

2.

Swati was not happy. She had a bad day at work. She had worked day and night on that presentation. And when the crucial time came, her boss presented the same, and took credit.
She felt cheated. There was some mute sympathy from her colleagues. But sympathies were the last thing she wanted.
Kaushal was not being supportive either. He never understood her feelings. “He could be more supportive” she thought. The presentation had meant a lot to her, it being a chance of getting ahead. Yet he complained of her late hours, not once asking her about her progress in the presentation.
 Just two months in marriage, and there was a clear drift. The house had one Dictator, her mother in law. Being a small town girl, she was never disrespectful towards elders. Yet, on a day like this, she resented her marriage.
It was a plain, colourless day for her. She was in no hurry to go home.
Home!
She laughed at the idea. Nevertheless, she had to accept it as it was. And it was not that bad either, she told herself. She was allowed to work, and occasionally, her saas would actually be good to her. She was never threatened about anything, nor was she harassed like Manju, her distant cousin.

“I don’t know,  I am confused.”
And she remembered her mother. Her house, the one that was really her home. There was warmth in it. There was always someone to listen to what she had to say. Her father always encouraged her to study, to get educated. She was taught to have her own opinions, and when she made her decisions, they were never opposed.

“God, I miss it.”

Diwali was near, and she had a lot of work to do. But she was in no mood. Walking down the road to the bus stop, she noticed the small park, with the bent Gulmohur, and the odd bench beneath it. Being impulsive was not her nature, so she was surprised when she found her leaving the queue and heading towards the bench.

It reminded her of her school playground. It had plenty of Gulmohurs. And diwali used to be a special time then, because, the playground used to be turned into the village fair. There used to be sweet shops, there used to be colorful dresses. And there used to be the puppet show.

She was in her own thoughts when she saw the old scrawny man pushing the familiar cart with multicolored adornments. And for the first time since the morning, she smiled.

3.

            Abdul had passed the afternoon empty stomached, cursing his fate. Passing from one street to another, he was looking for an audience. He wanted some money, of course, but the one thing he wanted the most, was some appreciation. The sound of claps was sweeter to him, than the clinking of coins in his old cap.
He searched every playground, every corner on his way, but spotted no children. No one wanted to see his dingy puppets. The people eyed him with suspicion, and the mothers called their children in as soon as they saw the old man in rags pushing the gaudy cart.
            And then he saw the girl in the blue chudidar, sitting below the Gulmohur. She had the innocence on her face, which he had much longed to see. There were a plenty of expressions playing over her face, just like his puppet show. Suddenly, she looked up. Their eyes met and she smiled a child’s smile. 
            Swati walked over to the cart. The old man too had stopped by then.
Standing in front of his cart, with all the memories behind her, she said.
chacha, ek kahani sunao.”
Abdul smiled. He was contented. Now, since many years, he had an audience.
kaunsi kahani sunau beti?
He asked, not wondering about the absurdity of the situation. And he almost leapt with joy when she said,
koi achhisi Raja Rani ki Kahani Sunao na Chacha!”


Where am I going?

What is coming next?

What do I really want from my life?

Why is everything suddenly so messed up?

Why is there no drive in me anymore?

Why can I not remember things as I used to?

Why are the text books suddenly so dull?

Why am I watching so much tv?

When did I quit taking small pleasures in life?

Why am I frustrated about everything?

What should I do to feel satisfied?

What should I do, to get things alright?

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

Some Questions

Advertisement industry has become an entertainment in itself. One liners are the all time favorites, but talking about the tv commercials, they have become intelligent. In say ten years, the quality, the thoughts and the impact of these commercials has noticeably improved.
Who can forget the superb advertisements promoting Idea telecom? Or the new ‘Jago Re’ campaign by Tata tea? Or the beautiful Nescafe ads? They really convey the idea, the pulse, the drive.
But, I have some questions.

Why are the women in these commercials always talking about some detergents/ toilet cleaners/ free offers/ face creams/ sanitary napkins? Do women in real life do that? Do they really dance on the roof because the detergent works better? Or is doing all this the sole aim of their existence?

Why are the Doctors shown wearing a lab coat even in some departmental stores? Why do they carry their sthethoscopes everywhere they go? Why do they analyze floor cleaners/ disinfectants? Don’t they have some real work?

Why are the advertisements promoting chocolate coated corn flakes/ candy bars/ health drinks instead of the healthier products like milk/ eggs/ home made food? Why is there a big substitution in the diet right from infancy? Were things we ate/ drank in our childhood not good enough? How can today’s moms tolerate their children not finishing their breakfast? Is it not pampering?

How can somebody reduce the content of Sodium from common salt? is it not like making water less wet? or trees less woody?

Why do 50 % of the kids in commercials have spectacles? Is the problem of vision that bad here?

How can twenty different chain stores claim to charge the lowest price? Or is there a new definition for the word?

And lastly,

How can one be smart enough to understand the ‘intelligent’ ads, and at the same time, stupid enough to ignore such questions?